Tuesday, October 28, 2008

blogging hiatus .

i wish i could say i was out of town or off on some crazy adventure. but that would be a lie. the truth is i'm just here.
doing a whole lot of nothing. brooding or wallowing maybe a hybrid of both hybrids are cool these days .
it's not that i forgot i have a duty to write here. i've just been avoiding everyone and everything. i've even been away from facebook for the most part. have you ever watched a movie and have been like "wtf thats me.."
i have that exact experience every time i watch adaptation.
for those that haven't seen it adaptation is a movie written by charlie kaufman the same guy that wrote eternal sunshine of a spotless mind and being john malkovich. anyway adaptation is weird movie about charlie kaufman and his fictional twin brother. the whole movie is fictional but to what extent no one really knows charlie kaufman is a very private person despite being one of the most powerful people in hollywood. i'd feel a bit awkward describing the whole movie since i already said it reminds me of me. but i will link you if you wanna watch it.

life is odd sometimes. so hard to explain and understand . i feel like we are so insignificant that we can't see the big picture. like how a fish can never see the ocean. the fish lives and dies in the ocean but will never be able to appreciate the vastness and beauty of it all a fish won't be able to sit at english bay and watch the sun melt into the horizon. is it a good thing they don't know or is it a bad thing? always asking of life whats out there.

sorry to take you on this odd journey of self consciousness. i don't mean to bore you i've just been on this whole what am i worth binge . birthday is coming up and i have no idea what the point is.

well i'm off to the job i hate and the customers i hate even more. peace out peeps.


adrian said...

adaptation is a weird movie...

vuudoo said...

i can relate that insignifigant feeling. that uneasy feeling of tiny sucks.