it's funny how life likes to imitates art.
part of me thinks how things are is for the best. if i'm alone i don't have to bring anyone down with me. my failures are my failures.
i'd be lying if i said i did it all for her benefit. but it is better that i'm a loser on my own then a loser with her.
as time draws closer to new years i really feel pinched. there is this japanese saying and i'm not sure if it's a western thing too but basically it goes something like the person you spend new years with is the person you'll be with for the rest of that year. it's gay i know but i'm secretly like the most romantic guy you'll ever meet. so i just eat up stuff like that. and although i've had plenty of opportunities in the back of my mind i keep thinking unless some amazing girl comes in and knocks my socks off i may be in love with her for the rest of my life. and thats kind of a bad thing because if thats the case i don't know what the hell i'm going to do...
if someone wrote a book about my life i think my character would be a cross between holden caulfield, charlie kaufman, and spiderman.
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"you spend new years with is the person you'll be with for the rest of that year"
i don't believe in that at all.
and that was also used in the OC 2nd season with OLIVER.
boy do i ever hate oliver...
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